I have a brain that does NOT like to stop and let me sleep.
I sit here and analyze everything. I have done this my entire life. And now.....I have passed it on to my daughter.
I tell her I am sorry. I am.
But, the brain does what it wants. And it only gets quiet when it is done.
I am done many things in my life to quiet my brain.
I used to watch mind numbing TV to get bored...then fall asleep.
For the first time in my life....I had a doctor give me anti-anxiety medication to try. And by golly! I slept!
It has since stopped working.
Now I take Ambien. And Soma. And here I sit...awake! Stoned. But the brain is going a million miles an hour.
I need a quiet brain.