Thursday, June 28, 2012

The six best things about being an adult

Today, I am joining up with Mama Kat's Writing Prompts.  I love this one today!




Mama’s Losin’ It
1.  You can eat ice cream for dinner and it's nobody's damn business.
When Hubby #1 & son #1 died...I lived on ice cream for months.  It's the only thing that would stay down...and when my doctor found out...he said at least add fruit and nuts.  Wow, I got prescribed a sundae!  Woot!  And I eat ice cream every night now.  And if I happen to buy a flavor that sounded good but is NOT good....well, I can throw it away....or, make the Hubby eat it.  He has become an ice cream martyr.


2.  You can buy what you want, when you want....
As long as you can carefully suggest to your husband that you DO need it and and you can figure out how to write it off on your taxes....Starbuck's is really only for adults most of the time!

3. You can wash one pair pants and not get in trouble
I used to get in such trouble when I would wash my favorite pants...just to wear them again...all alone in the washer and dryer.  Ha.....adulthood!  I can always wear my good butt pants!
 
4.  You tell your kids that no matter what even as an adult you have a boss
Yeah....me!  I don't have to clean my plate to get dessert, I can pretend to be sick and stay in bed all day and make them bring me everything I need.  I can pretend to be working on the computer on a deadline...when really...I am playing Bejeweled!

5.  You can stay up late or sleep in late
This does take finesse but as long as the other parent takes over or....you have a teenager that owes you money  :)  You can lay in bed as long as you want!

6.  You never have to be a teenager again!
Sure with age, you get pimples again but now you know how to wash your face and can afford to buy expensive anti-pimple cream.  Yes, there is hormone drama....but, one statement of....Hot Flash or  Menopause and they run!


Yep....being an adult is good!

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Summer "NOT" lazy days

I think this is been the craziest, most chaotic summer I've had.

See how it used to be consistent?  Then chaos showed up!
 
 We started this summer with immediately going to recreation camp for Nash.  And trying to find something for Sophie to do...like babysitting, learning to be a lifeguard. 

Normally my summer is spent getting our parents organization reorganized for the next year, so that we can hit the ground running with our fundraising.  But this summer it seems like everybody is having a summer like me. We've tried twice to organize a meeting we call "Pass the Baton" meeting (a meeting where the old board and the new board meet to pass along info and stuff) twice nobody has been able to attend.

Then I got myself elected as president of professional women's network and have been really thinking about that group and how to take it to the next level!

And I was fortunate to be able to secure a position with the Humane Society of Tuolumne County as their Event Planner, so that is been a very big undertaking.  One, they are not sure how to utilize me since they have always used volunteers.  And two, dealing with any Non-Profit organization is delicate because you are there to help them make money...not make yourself money.

And of course for trying to get our vacation settled.  We had arranged to go to Disneyland but my husband works for the state so that got canceled because of how they are handling the layoffs and cuts to their budget.  So, we've decided to do a little vacation up to Reno and now it's looking like that's getting canceled as well....for the same reasons.

So it seems like the summer is a bunch of plans that are constantly changing and vacations are changing.  Our children are either loving life or not...depending on the moment and who is the one talking at the time.

Sadly...I have lived in chaos and really prefer constant balance.
In my mind...this is what I hoped for...peace!

Honestly after experiencing just a few weeks of summer I'm ready for school to start because then I have a consistent schedule.

Hope your Summer so far is better!

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

marriage, love & anniversaries

Today is my anniversary. 

I married the love of my life 4 years ago.  Granted, yes we have an almost 7 year old together but, I could not marry him when I got pregnant.  I had issues.  When I married him...I wanted to be able to say....I will love you to the end.  I will love you enough to risk being a widow again.

I know that sounds awful but that was my truth.  I had been widowed once and I never, ever want to go thru that again.  Actually the day I married my Hubby I made him promise that if he ever, EVER thinks he is going to die....he must come and blow my brains out...so that he dies first.

He agreed to that the day we married.

We did not have a wedding.  We went to the courthouse and got married.

We were having lunch at our favorite restaurant and talking about taxes, finances and the like.  He had just accepted a new position and was commuting back & forth weekly.  It was more money but, it was crazy making for me.  Because of the pay increase...he needed more deductions and because of him being gone so much and my stress level...it was time for me to get insurance.  The solution...marriage.

I had already let him have Nash as a deduction and child care.  I was making him pay me child support even tho we were living together.  And we were committed to each other.  But, marriage was the next logical step and I was ready.

So, thank God I married him. 

Soon there after both my Mom and brother were diagnosed with cancer.  Mom stage 2 breast cancer and brother stage 4 kidney cancer.  Mom survived but mentally stripped me and my family of just about everything.  My brother died June 12, 2009.  I took my Mom up to my brother at the end, helped his wife make decisions and helped make it easy for him to go.  His death was proof that if I didn't stand up for myself...I would be nothing but her's for the rest of my life. 

A couple of months later, in August, 2009, at a family party the same bullshit played out that has played for years...and I was done.  Because now....it was effecting not just me but my kids.  I never stood up for me but I would never NOT stand up for my kids!

This opened a world of doors to the past and how it effected today.

I said no more!  It was like I finally stopped looking at her version of the truth and saw....THE TRUTH.

I lost my entire family over this...I miss them terribly.  But, I will never go back...I will never be a part of their truth again.  I deserve better.  My kids deserve better.  And life has been so amazing since I let them go.

My hubby is my family now.  MY children, his children, our grandchildren, his extended family accept me for me. 

I am lucky.

I love my husband!

Monday, June 18, 2012

teenagers and concerts....when to let go?

I have a 14 year old daughter...barely 14 1/2.

She just asked to go to a concert...in a big city.....with a friend....and I am not chaperoning. 

When did this happen?

Can this happen??

Am I ready for this to happen???

Oh man!  I have been cussing out the dead guy since she asked.  How could he die (yes, he has been gone 14 years but...still...I get all of the hard decisions!) and not be here to make this decision!

It's not that I don't trust her.  Because I do.  It's the world I do NOT trust!

But...this is HUGE! 

Can I implant a tracking device without her knowing?

Can I hire a professional stalker to be there the whole time and keep an eye out on her?

OK...where is the owner & developer of the mini electronic mosquito/spy drone?  Can I borrow it?

When is the time to let this happen?

I want the glass box.  I really want that glass box my sister-in-law talked about many, many moon ago.
To protect her...keep anything from happening to her.  Safe and sound.

Saturday, June 16, 2012

my world will never, ever be the same!

I got an iPhone...with Siri.

It's not even been 36 hours.....and I am addicted!

No, I don't know how to use it...but I am addicted none the less!

I feel like I am cheating on my computer.

The possibilities...are....amazing!

I already have 3 pages of apps....and really don't know how to use but 1%.

What a great day!  The day my old phone started to mess up!  The week after I went to a social media conference and was the only one in the entire room without a smartphone.

How did I survive before???

It's like I am looking at the world thru new eyes!

Do you....have a smartphone????

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

tonight...at the dinner table...SEX!

Hubby and I believe that dinner is a BIG deal and should always be together at the kitchen table.  Even if it's pizza or McDonald's or a really BIG family dinner when the older kids are here with the grandkids.

So, tonight...somehow the conversation got to being a woman now compared to when I was Sophie's age...only a million years ago!  We talked about the following topics -

  • birth control and its relative newness and the power to be able to control the number of children a woman has
  • how long woman have had the vote
  • only 100 years ago...my great grandmother was considered an old maid at 15 and it was arranged for her kidnapping by a man to ruin her reputation so that she would HAVE to get married to a man she did not love...or even like!
  • when I was in 7th grade I never had a choice as to what elective I would take...girls took cooking and sewing...that was it...nothing else.
  • it was common for my mothers senior year in high school (1962) for most girls to become pregnant and have to get married, they were not given the opportunity to graduate from high school.
  • abortions were illegal
  • women were clearly second class people
  • there were no sports teams for girls
  • that in China, they are required to only have 1 child and they prefer male children because it carries on the name
We were met with very educated comments like....that's stupid! Why would some girl do that and get pregnant.  Were they too stupid to use condoms (which brought up many other topics like syphilis), and how there were girls for doing the nasty and girls that were for marrying and keeping pure.

We also talked about my Mother's cure for the problem.  She always told me that they should put something in the drinking water that would render everyone sterile.  And to have children you have to pass a million tests and really have to think about having children.  Mom should not have had children and wouldn't have had she had a choice in her day.  But, in her day...you fell in love, got pregnant, got married and that was it.

It was an interesting conversation with my 14 year old daughter.  And it's amazing how it was NOT that long ago!

Have you had these conversations with your children??

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

welcome to my first advertiser!

I am so proud to announce that I have an advertiser!



Welcome Andrea Leija of Scentsy!

Thank you and welcome to the VERY Busy Mom!

Go visit Andrea and say Hi!

Monday, June 11, 2012

learning to can fresh produce...YES you can!

Several months ago I saw this box on the clearance shelf at WalMart.  It was a simple, easy to learn how to can kit.  It seemed easy...like something I could do.  So, I bought it and put it on my shelf for this gardening season.

I pulled it out the other day and thought...damn!  It's time to get this project going!

So, this past weekend...we went down the hill (whenever we leave our little area, it's called going down the hill).  So, while down there...we bought a bunch of produce...with the intention of canning it.

Yes, I was nervous.  But, I figured if it burns my house down...we got good insurance!

So, I did it!

Summer Solstice is the darker jar!
I made some luscious preserves called Summer Solstice.  OMG!  Amazing!  It's a cherry & blueberry thing that is AMAZING!

And I made strawberry preserves.  I can't eat strawberries...and I love them!  But, I have diverticulitis and seeds....they are a killer!  But, my family loves strawberries!



 So, there are a ton of jars of strawberry jam and I also made a single jar of green beabs and another of grape tomatoes.

I hope they all turn out right.  I know the pop of the seal is a noise you want to hear and I heard it every time!

I made a video too about my adventures....but, I have not had time to edit it.

I love trying new things!

Tammy

Sunday, June 10, 2012

a "fun" day with my teenage daughter


Sophie is officially a sophomore by a couple of days.

Since school ended and she babysat one day, and hung out with friends the other days and vegged around here for a day or 2.

Today was family day!  She was going to participate and enjoy it by golly!
OK...maybe she was not going to enjoy it but she had to be nice!
Well....what can I expect...this is who she is...and no matter what I will take what I can get  :)
This is why I had kids  :)

Tammy

Saturday, June 9, 2012

Dance Moms...my guilty pleasure!

I am NOT a reality show watcher....but....

I am addicted to Dance Moms!

Since I never watch live TV...we DVR everything in my house....I just watched the Dance Moms, Abby's top 20 OMG moments.  WOW!

I am sure most of this is for TV but...who acts like this???

I love to hate Abby.

But, also...as a Mom I do not understand how you could tolerate this behavior around your children.  So, I also love to hate the Moms. 
Drama Momma's

Altho...who am I to talk.  I watch faithfully...with my mouth wide open constantly saying...OMG!

So, I am coming out the closet.  I watch Dance Moms....and love to hate them all!

Friday, June 8, 2012

so, who is this Errand Girl you talk about

I am the owner of a small business called...Errand Girl!

I opened it in 2007 as an answer to a problem friends and family were having...and I needed something to do....and I could help.  So, I created a business to do it all!

When I opened...it was gangbusters!

But, then the economy took a nose dive and I have floundered.

I thought about closing it the beginning of this year because it really was nothing.  But, after talking to our tax person they recommended that I hang tight.  So, I applied for jobs and prayed to find an answer.  The job I really, really wanted...I didn't get!  But, I did get a client!  And another client...and another!

So, Errand Girl is going thru a transition.  I am retooling, relearning, revamping!

According to my tax person...I know I have 2 years to lose money and see what I can do.

Oh man...the ideas are just jumping!

So, you will see a lot of things going on...ideas coming to fruition and some falling on my face.  But, its all good!

But, one of the things I have been told is that I need to make video's to make my virtual business look brick and mortar like.  So, I will be posting videos of what I do and how I do it.

Should be fun!

Sunday, June 3, 2012

school is winding down...and here comes Summer!

Sophie is already out of school....the new Sophomore!  And wouldn't you know, she is already bored!  It has been only 3 days since school ended for her!  I am so glad she is going for an interview tomorrow for a babysitting position.  She is someone that needs to be busy!

Nash is counting the days but feels slighted since Sophie is already out of school.  He is feeling slighted.  He doesn't get that because of the school construction...he started 2 weeks late last year!  And is only having to serve 3 days!



Anyway.....we started out un-official summer off to a good day!  Saturday was Nash's last T-ball game and then we took him to see the Stockton Ports, a minor league team.  It was so much fun!  We attended with people from our baseball league.  And there were fireworks at the end of the game.

I love fireworks!

And...Hubby is getting in our permanent above ground pool!  We have had 2 others.  The quick set in 2 1/2 foot by 10 foot.  that was great when Nash was very small.  Then we did the 15 foot by 42 inch quick set.  It was awesome but not a long term pool!

This one...will do it!

It is huge!  I can hardly wait to take a dip!

Tammy